I still love you but no I don't want you back.

Every breath I take..it reminds me of the pain you gave me.
Nobody leaves like that the way you did.
You were supposed to be mine for ever and ever.
Then why did you leave?
Was my love not enough?
You were the only one I loved so deeply.
You were very close to me.
It feels like i am heartless.
I wish things were different.
I still miss u..whatever I do I still miss u alot.
Yes, I am trying to move one.
But how can I stop missing those moments in which you were in it.
Baby you moved on like there was nothing between us.
I will never ever forgive you.
I don't know if it bothers you now or not.
I am sure you are happy now in your life and
I want nothing more than your happiness.
I just miss the warmth of your love.
We shared so much, our dreams, our aspirations.
We connected.
I hope one day you will realise the depth and importance of the kind of relationship we had
and I am sure you will miss it too.
It still hurts, I still love you but no I don't want you back.

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