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And it got me thinking

Is everyone in the world so fucked up? I can see people crying about their lives. Everyone thinks that they have been through a lot and thus beholds the power to judge anyone. I mean seriously! Either people are in love, the kind of people posting love figures and statuses showing the whole world that they have got "the one" or are in recovery mode, the kind of people recovering from some bad past like the betrayals of friends or by their "the one" and posting statuses of how messier their life has become and showing to the world that Love is not pure, love is just betrayal. Either way it seems that they have lost the meaning of life or what if finding your's true love is the only purpose or meaning to life? Or is it something more? Or love is just an illusion that distracts us from something god always wanted us to find or achieve? Or what if there is no god at all? See may be I am fucked up too..

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