Is everyone in the world so fucked up? I can see people crying about their lives. Everyone thinks that they have been through a lot and thus beholds the power to judge anyone. I mean seriously! Either people are in love, the kind of people posting love figures and statuses showing the whole world that they have got "the one" or are in recovery mode, the kind of people recovering from some bad past like the betrayals of friends or by their "the one" and posting statuses of how messier their life has become and showing to the world that Love is not pure, love is just betrayal. Either way it seems that they have lost the meaning of life or what if finding your's true love is the only purpose or meaning to life? Or is it something more? Or love is just an illusion that distracts us from something god always wanted us to find or achieve? Or what if there is no god at all? See may be I am fucked up too..
Damn. It still feels like yesterday. You and me together in a real world in a real relationship. Now its just a relationship in my own fantasies. Yeah, it feels like my heart is still holding on to the thoughts. Its still holding onto the feelings. It still wants to believe that you gonna come back. So I think I am still in a relationship with you... in my FANATSIES. Its heart-wrenching ...you know..to wake up everyday and realise that nothings same anymore. You woke up and then without a blink you just grab your phone, switch on your internet and then try to send a sweet good morning message to your girlfriend and then suddenly you realise that you both are not together anymore. Every second, the brain and the hearts fights. The brains says to move on, let it go and the heart says to hold onto it, to wait for her. The brains says to stop loving her and the hearts says to stop living if you gonna stop loving. Heart always wins over the brain and then it leaves me.. thi...
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