Love/Drama/Friendship

Every breath I take..it reminds me of the pain you gave me. Nobody leaves like that the way you did. You were supposed to be mine for ever and ever. Then why did you leave? Was my love not enough? You were the only one I loved so deeply. You were very close to me. It feels like i am heartless. I wish things were different. I still miss u..whatever I do I still miss u alot. Yes, I am trying to move one. But how can I stop missing those moments in which you were in it. Baby you moved on like there was nothing between us. I will never ever forgive you. I don't know if it bothers you now or not. I am sure you are happy now in your life and I want nothing more than your happiness. I just miss the warmth of your love. We shared so much, our dreams, our aspirations. We connected. I hope one day you will realise the depth and importance of the kind of relationship we had and I am sure you will miss it too. It still hurts, I still love you but no I don't want yo...

Obviously moving on is a very difficult thing to do for an individual who suffered so much in his/her past. Sometimes its pretty hard for us to accept the truth and the truth being that the person you loved is gone now COMPLETELY. Sometimes it takes a lot of us to finally accept the change and the change being that the person you love is never coming back ever no matter what you try, no matter how hard you try. Sometimes you have to just let it all go, all those feelings which are now so distressing and painful that you really need to end it. Its time for all of us who really suffered so much in their lives to just finally accept it and move on. Move on, its a big world full of life, full of people. There is definitely a right person for you somewhere in this world. And you really don't need to find that person because if he/she is written in your destiny then no one can stop both of you from getting together. So we should now just stop finding love, if its written.. it ...

LOVE. What is love? You know what is love? Love is the foundation on which this whole world is built. Love is the most beautiful feeling that one can ever experience in ones life. Actually love doesn't make any sense you know you cannot just logic your way out of it but we keep on doing it or else we are lost  because love is the best thing we do and when you love someone you just dont give up ever and if you give up then my friend that is not love because that is not this is. Love is like devotion and loving someone is like devoting yourself to that person. Some people confuse infatuation with love. And do anybody know the meaning of infatuation? Infatuation is basically a very intense but short lived attraction for someone, its temporary but love, love is permanent and when you truly love someone your love will only increase it will never decrease and a free advice to all of you- Wherever or whenever you find your love, your true love please just hold on to that pe...

I went to college today after my semester break hoping to start everything afresh. I stopped for a while outside her class hoping that I might see her from the back window but then I realised that she has not come yet. I collected myself and went to attend my first lecture. I was sitting and our teacher was teaching but I couldnt help my mind from discovering those moments that I spent with her and within no time all I can think about was her, within no time all I then wanted was to be with her and for the next two and a half hours my heartbeat started to beat so fast that I got a panic attack. 10 Feb.. I remember when we were just friends and we started to like each other more than a friend kind and I didnt want anything more than a friendship, so I remember sitting in my classroom and suddenly a thought flashed through my mind. The thought was about her and about me, my brain asked my heart that what would happen if you lost her to somebody else...can you imagine your life wit...

Damn. It still feels like yesterday. You and me together in a real world in a real relationship. Now its just a relationship in my own fantasies. Yeah, it feels like my heart is still holding on to the thoughts. Its still holding onto  the feelings. It still wants to believe that you gonna come back. So I think I am still in a relationship with you... in my FANATSIES. Its heart-wrenching ...you know..to wake up everyday and realise that nothings same anymore. You woke up and then without a blink you just grab your phone, switch on your internet and then try to send a sweet good morning message to your girlfriend and then suddenly you realise that you both are not together anymore. Every second, the brain and the hearts fights. The brains says to move on, let it go and the heart says to hold onto it, to wait for her. The brains says to stop loving her and the hearts says to stop living if you gonna stop loving. Heart always wins over the brain and then it leaves me.. thi...

I always wanted you to only stay mine forever...you truly were that bright star of my life that brightened my life and made me realise that love is not only love its obsession addiction and wanting to have them in your life no matter what happens...you are what I never knew I always wanted...you are the only person that can make my heartbeat faster and slower at the very same time. You are and have always been my dream girl, the girl I always wanted in my life, the girl I always wanted to love and be loved....you are every dream every hope I ever had. You are the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. Till the end of time in the world so close to me I will always love a girl that is in my heart that's you. I love you beyond every fucking word...and I cannot describe how much I fucking love you..my life has been better since the day I found you..but i am destroying your life.. with my insecurities and over possessiveness. You made me realise the depth of love..and...

Sometimes not committing a mistake is also a mistake. But we should be aware of the kind of mistake we should commit. Good mistakes can make your life but Bad mistakes can ruin it. Sometimes we do things for the betterment of our relationship but it turns out that it was a huge mistake and instead of making it, you end up ruining everything. But then the question is that did i do anything wrong you know trying to do something for the betterment of our relationship and why do I always end up ruining things even I tried to do something to strengthen it. Funny thing about mistakes is that these are unpredictable, you cannot just say that the thing you tried was a mistake or not or it will yield something good or bad. It can be a great effort from your side but its not necessary that for the other side its the same too. Sometimes we know that its a mistake but still we end up commiting it. We should be very careful about the mistakes we commit. Even a small mistake can ruin every...

I miss you babe. I miss our crazy little talks. I miss that beautiful smile that can endure any pain and has the power to light up the whole world. I miss those eyes deep as ocean, dreamy as starry night, pretty as a rose,and mesmerising as the moon light where in its depth i can visualize everything, my hopes and aspirations, my secrets and my desires even my whole life and you being the biggest part of it. I miss that cute nose that you wrinkle it everytime I tease you and then all I can imagine is to kiss it so bad. I miss your ears and how I would whisper into it my love for you. I miss all the moments spent with you. Baby you are all I ever wanted. Baby you are all I ever dreamt of. I love you baby I love you so much.

He loved holding her hand He loved talking to her He loved kissing her He loved hugging her He loved walking beside her He loved listening to her voice He loved her cute expressions He loved spending time with her He loved imagining his life with her He loved talking about her to his parents He loved going to temple to pray for her even if he didnt believe in god. He loved showing his love to her He loved how he was proud to have her in his life He loved the way he felt when she used to touch him He loved her touch He loved expressing his love to her every second  He loved the way she calls his name He loved telling everybody how special she was He loved fighting for her He loved the way he felt when she was with him He was happy He was finally happy He built a world in his imaginations In his imaginations there were two people He and her ❤ In his imaginations a third person also came He her and their's s/d❤ In his imaginations he dreamt of being old ...